The best thing in this world is a baby’s smile. It’s so innocent, so pure and serene that it can’t be compared with any other happiness in the world. I can say this because I went through this experience. Infact the whole journey of becoming a mother is an awesome experience.
It’s said that a woman is not complete till the time she becomes a mother and enjoy this blissful motherhood. I personally never took it seriously till the time I myself become one. There is this whole chain or you can say a tree that keeps on growing its branches all over. I am a mother now and I had my mother and she had hers and so on…. I still remember that whenever I wanted her, she used to be with me for whatever and where ever. I was a lazy ass and she had a really hard time bringing me up but she never complained. I come from a joint family set up where there is a lot of responsibility on elder person’s shoulder and my mother happens to be the elder daughter in law of my grandma. To add to the trouble my grandma has been a real bull to tackle, totally Nirupa Roy kind of saas type of character. My chachu was 12 when my mom and dad got married. So he was like another child to be handled. I and my brother used to be very naughty. I still remember that mom used to make us sleep for sometime in afternoon after the lunch time. The moment we see that she slept we used to pick our sandals and go out from our room to play outside.
I was totally dependent on her till the end of my school time. She used to get all my stuff ready and send me hot and yummy food in my Tiffin just right on recess time. I had this one big benefit of having my school near my house that I used to get hot and fresh food. And when I used to come back from school she had been ready with yummy lunch. When I was in college I had some practical subjects for which I had to stay in college for late hours sometimes. But when it used to be late she used to come searching for me to know whether I was fine or not. She used to leave everything for me and come running to me whenever I needed her. She has been more of a friend and companion to me than just a mother. Ofcourse, my guide in every aspect and avenue of my life. I can keep on writing about her and never get tired. She never had her meals before me, I remember whenever I would not eat and even fight then also she would not take her meal. Then we used to sit and talk and solve the matter. All my actions had reactions on her.
Her care was always the same from my childhood to college days and till date too. Even if I go today she has so much to offer. Not just food but there is her wait, love and talks everything. Even now if I am not feeling good about something I talk to her but now I take care of this thing that I should not put her in tensions anymore. But she is my mom and knows me the best than anyone else can. I name it and she understands the problem and give me a solution for that as well. She has given us all her life and ignored her own personal needs. I owe so much to her and can’t repay that despite of whatever I do.
Now when I became a mother I realized the pain and struggle a women has to go through while giving birth to a child. This is just a beginning and there is a lot more coming up to us. Mom once said that when you give birth to a child it’s a second birth for a woman too. But she forgets all her pains and sorrows when she sees her child in her arms. It’s an awesome feeling and can’t be expressed in words. You get your little junior in your hands. You are happy inside but also bit conscious to hold him because you want to handle him with utmost care. A little baby is like an angel. I can recollect all my moments. I had a premature delivery and my son was in nursery for a few days and I was sent home by the doctor the very fourth day. Adi my son came home on the 5th day of his birth; it was Sunday I remember 7th of December. Mom and dad got him from nursery. I was so delighted to see him in my mom hands as if it’s the best I can ever see. I can still feel all that and start crying out of joy that to see my little angel in mom’s hands. She was the one who took him for a bath as well as I never dared. It’s a very responsible job on its own. I always feel him the most secure in her company. After all she is the one who handled me I can trust her best even before me for Adi. I am in a different city now and really miss her. She has given me the best memories of my life and still tries to put all things fine every time I create a mess.
Mom is such a gift to us from god that is invaluable in every sense. I regret for not obeying her and hurting her many times due to my childish and selfish attitude. All I want from god is to make her happy and be by my side all my life. Adi has made me realize how hard efforts a mother has to do to bring up a child. He is my darling ofcourse and never stays away from me more than 15 minutes. Typical mamma’s boy. Mom I promise I’ll try to do my best to bring him up and give your kind of good and humble preaching. May god bless him good health, calm mind and a humble heart for humanity.
God bless...
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